The Uneventful Week

Ok two UftPMs in one week? Seriously people, this was supposed to be the uneventful week.

Who said this would be a normal week? What did I tell both of you? There is no normal on the Plotless Monster.
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Is self destruction really worth the attention it gets you?

Not cool. Not professional. Not even safe! Did you make it home?

If you think drinking yourself to death has any benefits you’re wrong. If you think it’s impressive you’re even more wrong. It’s disgusting it’s the reason I don’t hang out with you. What would impress me more is if you played your show sober and never drank.

But I know why you do it. You do this because you need attention. You think your situation is terrible and that you’re being screwed. If you chose to see it that way no one can change your mind. I know people think I’m being screwed too. But I don’t chose to dwell there I don’t chose to see it that way. This is temporary I’m not stuck here till my dying day and I expect to use this as a bridge to more promising opportunities.

Everyone likes to complain here. I don’t think that’s the best atmosphere to live in but it’s what it is. You explode over some of the silliest shit. The notes they give you aren’t a personal attack. They are designed to keep their product consistent, quality control, and by taking it on like an attack you make it difficult for them to keep you. You aren’t worthless but you do need to look outside of yourself every once and awhile.

I bothered to say all this because I care. I realize you may be beyond reach that you may choose to see this as another thing attacking you. In the end I’d rather know I tried than not.

So why say this in a public way? Safety? I know eventually you will read this and when you do you will have time to think about it. I don't think it would be wise for me to "rescue" you. I don't have that power. But I do think it's important for you and other people to know what I think about this.