Obviously, there's a systemic flaw that leads to abuses

Hello, it's been a while...

I think my soul threw up just now.

Just so much anger. At the injustice. At the colossal pride.

I'm walking in to the lion's den on Wednesday. If you're among the praying send one up for me. That the lion's mouth may be shut and that I may deliver the message that must be said.

I wish I could be more articulate about this but I have no words just anger at this point.

But let me show you this list:
why rob one show to feed another?
why demand my life for your silly nonsense?
why tell me you have a crisis when your own bad planing got you there and then expect me to save you?
why threaten me when I point out the obvious?
why tell me I'm ignorant when I know I'm not?
why ignore me when I ask for real help?
why assume you know my thoughts?
why assume you know what I've decided before I have a chance to talk to you?
why set me up to fail?
why pressure me into unhealthy situations?
why attack people who aren't present and therefore can't defend themselves?
why think that you have power over me just because you let me do a job for you?
why stone wall every suggestion for improvement?
why don't you listen?
why don't you tell me anything worth knowing?
why do I have to cultivate alternative networks to get operational information from you?
why don't you have a structure in place here?
why am I putting up with this?
what's the point?

The above list is the beginning of warping my head around the issue I will never understand. Obviously, there's a systemic flaw that leads to abuses. I'm not afraid, though I don't like being unemployed it won't kill me either.