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I fully expected to have time to update this thing more...

It's a big ass ship. I have no down time. Excellent crew though. I'm partial to the boys because they are more open and communicative.

I have to go in early all this week.

Spaz is the best reason I show up. I've saved his ass so many times and every time was worth it.

I probably sleep the best out of all of them. I may be under a lot of pressure but at least I'm pre-adjusted to it. Yoga helps. So does talking to people off ship. It took me a long time to realize that maturity felt different from giddy youth. It's not bad just different.

When I was younger I thought I'd lead a very exciting sparkly innovative life and it would be awesome. Now I know that what looks like a sparkly innovative life feels dull on the inside. The ship is drudgery. We are all monkeys even smart ones.